Monday, November 03, 2008,1:35:00 PM
I tot i've already seen thru it...
Tt i can be alone...
And let eveyone leave...
How come all of a sudden, i hesitated?
I tot i can be alone, and m already used to being alone...
But till the wee hrs, i culdnt fall aslp...
I felt sumthing pricking frm inside....
I tot i've already forgotten wad it feels like to feel the ache of ur heart...
It feels so real,,, yet so vague...
Broken memories flashed like a movie playing in my head....
No matter how i knocked it out,,, it juz wont go away....
M i at tt junction again????
I dun understand...
All of times,, now??
All thats past and forgotten....
All the weights i threw far far away frm me...
Mayb sumthings wrong wid mi....
Birthday?
Ya... Marking the 21st yr i've landed my existance on this world...
I've been asked : Whats ur Bdae wish?
I culdnt ans...
I dunno wad to ans...
I juz wanna be happy...
For once....
And smile...
Mayb juz for once....
Wads happening.???
I guess i'll haf to figure it out....
i hope....Labels: In deep thoughts
Friday, October 24, 2008,1:22:00 PM
Today is my off day, and i haf certain things to do.. I haf to make a trip to ICA for passport issues... Make a trip to the game shop for sum gaming accessories... Go down to NTUC income to complete the interbank GIRO issues... How bz can tt be.. And i simply dun feel like driving...
Days are getting more and more boring... Been using the phone lesser and lesser... Sounds so emo... But well, i've been smoked... Well, who cares... Heck... Wanna get sum new clothes... MONEY MONEY, NO MONEY....
What else?
Labels: What else?
Monday, October 06, 2008,5:13:00 PM
The new and improved, quality controlled, all rounded, modified to ur likings, change-me-in-a-day pills... Wanna get some... Certified by Javier food and stomach industry... Tingles ur tastebuds and mild to the stomach... Haha...=B
My life has take a step in to next stage... Im serving my ns in the SPF with the possibility of joining as a regular... I've found goals to my life and kick that laid back and slacker habit... Its a bit too late i know, but at least m still glad its better then never... I still remember the Tell-The-Truth session during poly days... I was too laid back, slacks alot, do not like any responsiblity, always late, never tried to make an effort, and always give too many excuses... Actually i totally agree with that... It aint an over or understatement... Right now i've taken up many new responsibilities, leadership qualitites, and stuff like that... I like my work now, my collegues, the environment, and alot others like satisfactions and compliments... Nine outta ten thought i was a regular... Haha... Anyway tt was juz a show off to make myself happy... Rub it off=B...
Well, I've never tought i culd be this me thou... But people do change when u least expect them to... And nv will when u placed in all ur efforts hoping that they will... Hahaha... I culd always break my promises and find excuses to cover them up juz to prove m innocent... Now i realised how irritating was that... Right now, i guess its been a yr plus since you left... During this bumpy, humpy and tedious journey alone, i've suffered may wounds and brusises without knowing how to make them heal... Thou it hurts, but i've found me, i've found you... And all those feelings u always tried to make me understand since that many lightyears ago... but still there are things i still kept as a promise... I've got my driving license, i've saved some money, i've put in effort in things i do and make them sincere... Al least all these meant alot to me... Placed aside my pride and ego and take in a deep breath, i culd still see you.. And that will be enough for mi... I cant act nonchalant, but thats about all i will go... To wish you in the best you do and the choices you make... I was happy that i culd see u that particular moment... Thou it was short, but it showed my feelings were right, and pride and ego did not cloud my thoughts and made my irrational when i looked at you... Its enough for my to keep them somewhere in my heart...
I'm happy i found you, my glad i had u in my life...
And if losing you was predestined, i will never regret loving you again...
One day, u mayb see me and fall in love with my charisma*wrink*...
Hahaha... That was a joke... Lolx...
Hey hey... One fine day, juz tell mi and say " lets go out for dinner!!"...
I'll loved that...=B
I'll be me, Tze... Cos there's no reason i cant and shuldnt...
Behold, the New and Improved pills for the taking... Lolx...
Signing off :
Tze..With thoughts and no pennies for them ...Labels: With thoughts and no pennies for them
Thursday, October 19, 2006,4:01:00 PM
Yawn...so tired worx...Hmmm...
At the elab waiting for u...
Guess u didn noe i blogged bahx...
Lalalalal~...Juz here to complain plus moan plus groan...
C i so gd wait for u...Better treat mi gd gd arhx...
If not ni jiu zhi dao...Humphx...
One more hr...So sian de sia...
Yawn yawn...
Wednesday, October 11, 2006,10:32:00 PM
Recap of wad happened today...
I was at the saloon...
And the moment i turned my head...
OMG...Sumthing v terrible happened...
I saw sumthing...Sumthing v scary....
I saw sumthnig dropping...
I saw sumthing black black dropping...
I saw strands of blak black hair dropping lo...
Cos at saloon ma...
My bao beii cutting hair lo..
Haha...Now is her and her black short hair...
Lolx...
Everything's great for mi...
Juz need a lil sumthing more...
A lil more love...Lil more TCL..
Lil more concern...
And a lil more...........................
Food...Hahahahx.x.x.x=
Friday, October 06, 2006,12:25:00 PM
Hmmm...Today woke up early to acc lao po eat brunch o...
C i so gd...Hahaha...Lalalal~..Horx?
Now waiting at elab for lect..Which is at 2...
SOo sian...Hahah... Hao xiang shui jiao o...
Zhen de hen boring lehx...
Monday, September 25, 2006,1:41:00 PM
Haiyo...Jux finished assessment and Em presentation...
Wed got theory test...
Next mon got onco presentation...
Hmmm...So stressed wor...
I wanna go on a tour...
Relax relax see cha bor...
Look look see see...
How nice...Go bali..Muahhaha...
A lot to see worx...
Until eyes pop out oso nobody care...Hahah...
Sitting by the seaside whole day...
But dunno when den got time to go again...
Actually stay in sg oso not bad la...
Stay hm all day for miss G...
Out wid miss B...
Or lie in bed wid miss C...
Hahahah...
Sumbody's head fuming already?
Haha...I forget to mention...
Got my eva lovely lao po to acc mi..
Lalalal....
Hao le...Back to sch work le...BB
